This morning as I was working out I began contemplating why so many people comment on the fact that I am not the same. I can see that my happy isn't as happy as it once was, my demeanor is a little different. I know life isn't ever going to be the same, and I honestly do feel like a part of me died in January, but I still feel like me.
I have definitely changed my view on what is important in life. I look forward to spending time with my family it used to feel like an obiligation some times, but after seeing how precious life is and the fact you can't get back time, I enjoy what time I do have.
I know I feel like spending time with my hubby and puppy trumph everything that may need to be done around the house. Just to know that we are on limited time makes me feel like I don't want to miss a moment.
I am not sure I was ever "normal" but I do hope that those around me can learn to recognize that I am still the same person. I may never be the same, and although I may be a little lost, I am finding my way.
I want to say Thank you for my "support system"... I love and appreciate that you are behind me with every step I take!
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