Yesterday as I was driving into work, I began to realize that I won't see my Dad again for a very long time. Then I began to panic wondering if I will NEVER see him again. I can't imagine never seeing him again. I am not sure what I believe as far as life after this, but I do know that going on knowing I won't see him again is unbearable so now I live with the hope that I will.
My sister texted me later on in the day mentioning she was at the dump and how it reminded her of Dad. I know that seems odd... but it is the little things that sometimes bring back memories. She said it makes her think of how my Dad used to call me his Seagull baby and tell me he was going to take me back to the dump to live with the Seagulls. I had almost forgotten about that but then in that brief statement, the memories flooded my mind and I recalled this glass seagull Dad bought to hang from the window because it reminded him of me.
I miss him so much, but I am grateful for the memories I have of the wonderful father, example, hero and friend he was to me!
Miss you Daddy!
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