Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Why must I feel the need to torture myself?

This morning I decided that I wanted to just get a few tears out of the way. I got to work... put in the DVD that was made for my Dad's viewing and just sat in my office and cried. I usually get here a few hours before anyone else... it gave me a chance alone without interuption to just think.

I thought maybe getting a few tears out would alleviate some of this built up anger... YEAH no such luck! Instead it has left me trying to work when all I can think about is my Dad. Sometimes I wonder where I get my bright ideas!

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