Dad -
You have been on my mind since the moment I opened my eyes this morning. I still am having a hard time absorbing the fact that you aren't here with us any more. I keep waiting for you to return from some trip and be able to feel your comforting hug.
I wonder how things are going for you. Are you able to do whatever you want or are you on some schedule? Do you look the same? Do you finally get to enjoy food? Are all of our dogs with you? I could ask a million questions but most of them would be somehow related to how you are.
I have been a bit frustrated lately, and unfortunately I haven't been able to stick to my "if you can't say anything nice, don't say anything at all" rule of thumb. Unfortunately people can't just step up and act like adults. I find myself having to babysit in order to keep my promises to you. I think you must have known how hard this was going to be for me because I remember you telling me to try to keep the peace.
I realize that you sheltered me from alot of what you had been doing, going through etc on a daily basis. I know you were amazing... but since you have been gone, I have realize you were BEYOND amazing.
I feel so lucky you were my Dad!
I love you and miss you more every day!
Amy
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