Last night was yet again one of the many nights, I spent lying awake. Mild insomnia is something I have decided to just deal with... eventually it will go away, right? My point isn't really about the lack of sleep, but the many things that go through my mind while lying awake.
Not quite a year ago, I made a promise to myself that I have struggled to keep; in fact I would almost say I haven't kept it at all. It is hard for me to justify why I haven't, other than I am often so caught up in my "me syndrome", that is hard for me to see that I truly do have the time to follow through.
The realization that I can't turn back time, ("cry over spilt milk") sometimes feels like a never ending "justification". With all of that said, last night in the silence, I decided that while I am not doing so well at keep my promise the way I originally had played it out in my mind; there are other ways to achieve the same results, which ultimately at the end of the day is the most important thing anyway.
I am promising myself to stop beating myself up for things I can't change. I am moving forward with a new idea, a way to accomplish things, so I can look back without regret.
"Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow."
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